You keep saying you love stability, you like everything in order, calm is your way of life. But the question is who are you fooling ? The world?
Or yourself?
Just because you were led into believing you were made into a disaster because of your thirst for storms, you decided to shut yourself up. And now you walk away instead of fighting.
What you don't realise is that your thirst for storms is not as superficial as you think it is. You crave for chaos from the very core. Because easy is boring. You are made for disorder. Don't make your temporary love for stability a way of life.
So let yourself dream again. Let yourself unleash the storms you are meant to experience.
Value your peace of mind. But start questioning the definition of CALM. Because it doesn't always mean inactivity and no participation. For some it means being in the middle of experiencing the biggest secrets that this universe hides.
But this won't be easy. Not after your mind has got comfortable in your fake realm of tranquility. But it will be worth it. So step out. The God (or whatever invisible force is out there) is waiting for you to take your shot at life.
Because souls like yours are meant to write unforgettable stories.
